2005 Message : The Anti-Christ / Anti-Life Consciousness
• Nine-Day Intensive
• A Journey in England
By now, many of you may have read the January
2005 newsletter addressing the consciousness of cancer and my own
personal experiences with this dis-ease. If you have not done so, it might
be valuable for you to review that newsletter before reading the additional
information in this one. Our December
2004 newsletter, spoke a little about our trip to England and the
challenges that came up for us during that time. Looking back, all we
can say is that we found our journey painful. This path we took is not
any different than the journey each of you may find yourself presently
taking in search of your own spiritual truths. This is just another story.
The intensity felt as if we were in a place where energy,
emotions and different collectives of consciousness were crashing into
themselves in a way I had never before witnessed or experienced. The closest
word to describe this would be pure ‘chaos’. A collective
consciousness that needs to take another form can be very dangerous, for
it will either explode or implode. Pockets of these types of consciousness
can be found all over the planet. Because we are, in some ways, the creators
of all energy, we as humans can change its form – back into pure
One of these pockets of chaotic consciousness could be felt around the
institution where I was working in England. It had previously been a place
where I felt at home with several close friendships. Since my last visit,
many of the staff had left and new people were filling those roles. This
created a completely new set of energetic dynamics within the school.
To me, it felt as if an empty hole had been created. The new people were
doing the best they could in jobs that had in the past, been performed
by more experienced individuals. This change created a space that was
attracting different forces. Working there for three weeks, it was easy
to peek in and witness the shifts and challenges occurring on so many
levels. Because of the hundred-year-old history of this place, I knew
this was a very old consciousness.
I have shared before my belief that our process time is collapsing. In
the past, we often had time in between each process to re-group, breathe,
rest and recognize completion with our past. Now, a process can be so
intense, there is not sufficient time to complete it before the next process
hits. That’s exactly what is happening all over the world, only
ten to one hundred times greater than before; such intensity that it can
be explosive in nature. This type of forceful energy can be very dangerous.
I believe it can even add to the dynamics of a natural disaster. Human
projections are more powerful than we can imagine.
To me, it felt as if I barely made it out of London alive. This sounds
a bit melodramatic I know, but it is how I truly felt. Emotionally, I
had been seriously wounded, and it was hard to keep myself from falling
into depression, or the vibration of everything that is serious. Still
in our process, Nancy and I were off to Glastonbury. Having had several
powerful, personal experiences in the past, I was aware of the dynamics
in this part of England. Each time that I have gone to Glastonbury, I
have slept in the same room at Shambhala Healing Retreat. A lot of information
has come to me there during lucid dreaming. This time was no different.
It is like tuning in to the radio station frequency and getting all kinds
of information. A few days later, an even bigger picture was revealed.
The consciousness felt in London was actually the Anti-Life energy –
the actual basis for polarity, or the Anti-Matter of Creation. This took
me back to 1999 when I found the Anti-Christ Consciousness in Australia
that I spoke about in ‘The
Life Changing Event’. Somehow, this Anti-Life energy had triggered
a vibration within me. It all made sense – finally!! The way I was
to assist change in this consciousness was yet another journey. Sometimes
change happens with awareness. That is why we take the time to write these
newsletters. Imagine the power of group awareness!
I also knew I had to see an old friend, one that had died on January
8, 1946. Her name was Violet Mary Evans, better known as Dion Fortune.
Although I had visited her gravesite a couple of years ago, there seemed
to be a driving force behind this visit as if something big would happen.
In many ways, it has felt to me that Dion Fortune and I have shared a
life in the past. I feel a connected sense of being or a presence with
this woman. She wrote numerous books, many of which continue to be published
to this day, authorized by The Society of the Inner Light. For those of
you who have read past newsletters, you know that I am cautious in sharing
the identities of my past so as not to suggest any importance. Perhaps
it is merely being in alignment with certain people, their vibration or
their past presence that allows our own energy and vibration to become
one with them.
The fact appeared to me that a missing part might still be there at that
cemetery. I had looked at the Anti-Christ energy and knew that Dion Fortune
had psychically worked with a group of people on many different levels
to fight or balance Hitler during World War II. There was a book written
about her during the war: The Magical Battle of Britain, Golden
Gates Press, Wiltshire, U.K. 1993 with an introduction and commentary
by Gareth Knight. (ISBN 1-898260-00-1) That book listed what Dion Fortune
and her psychic group did on a daily basis to balance the projections
focused onto Britain by Hitler’s Administration during World War
I have also read and recommended a book called The Spear of Destiny
by Trevor Ravenscroft. Samuel Weiser, Inc., Maine USA, 1982. (ISBN 0-87728-547-0)
That book details how Hitler used occult powers with the spear, which
had reputedly been used by the Roman soldier to pierce the side of Christ
at the crucifixion. Hitler attempted to harness those occult energies
in his desire to conquer the world. The Anti-Christ Consciousness is important
to understand. This book clearly provides insight into history and how
Hitler effectively used that consciousness for specific outcomes.
The next authoritative text in my opinion is The Protocols of the
Wise Men of Zion by Ralph Manheim. Victor Gallancz, 1944. Much of
the informative and historical text is found within The Spear of Destiny.
This purports to be a record of the proceedings of the World Congress
of Jews held in Basel in 1897 at which it was claimed that plans were
laid and revolutions carried toward achieving world domination. The
Protocols proved to be an appendix to a work called The Anti-Christ
written by Nilus, a Russian journalist who was also an agent of the Czarist
secret police (the parent of the OGPU & KGB). Nilus was also a pupil
of Soloviev, a Russian philosopher. The Protocols were a blatant
forgery designed to smear European Jews. Hitler used these writings in
his attempt to further discredit the Jewish population. These factors,
including how Hitler was able to obtain the support of the German people
in his hatred for the Jewish population, was how he came into alignment
with the energy of the Anti-Christ that history had charged for thousands
of years. Hitler believed he was the savior of the white race. I believe
we can all agree – there are many evil projections that are put
into the consciousness of war. These projections contain the most deadly
vibration that mankind has ever participated in creating. It might be
easier if you think of consciousness in this way: Does the consciousness
of money care who owns it? It is merely an energy that is attracted to
a certain vibration. So is war.
Dion Fortune and many others had taken a powerful energy hit by the tremendous
Anti-Christ or Anti-Life vibration in force during World War II. This
was a very important duality that had to change forms. If we could now
balance these old projections, it could help to change the entire consciousness
of war and the way that humans emotionally hate. Killing is a very controlling
experience on many levels, creating a powerful addiction for many people
around the world. It is the most destructive of all human addictions.
On this visit to the cemetery, Nancy came along as my spiritual witness.
She chose to watch from a distance as I stood next to Dion Fortune’s
gravesite. Quietly waiting, I began to receive thousands of pictures,
impressions from the past. What I now realize was that the energy Hitler
used had hurt, perhaps even killed Dion Fortune. By her and her group
attempting to change Hitler’s signature or vibration, the consciousness
was forced to transform. Standing at her grave, I suddenly felt a piercing
feeling on my right side where the spear had pierced the side of Christ.
Only a fraction of the spear’s initial vibration remained, so neither
the power nor the force of the spear had the same intensity as that moment
in the past. Information and power came with the pain I felt in my side
and back. This was a vibration I had been searching for, knowing that
it was important to bring about balance in order for it to return to pure
creativity. This was part of my agreement.
We all leave markers or gates to find on our future path, sometimes at
sacred sites like pyramids or ruins, sometimes in books, artwork, music
or symbols. These all have specific vibrations that can awaken an old
part of our brain, allowing for a past time to come into our present moment.
Nancy said she could see this vibration come out of the ground and spiral
into me. She knew I needed help to remove the residual of the Nancy pushed
it into the center of this triangle, down into the ground. Walking away,
her hands were ghostly - deadly white, no color remaining. We found a
bathroom where she could wash. Slowly, the life force returned to her
hands. It took us both a few hours before we felt okay. We had found a
piece of the Anti-Life/Anti-Christ polarity/duality and it had shifted.
This consciousness was what I had felt at the hundred-year-old school
in England. I am sure there were people in London during the war that were
doing the same type of work or actually working with Dion Fortune to change
the projections put on England at that time. Remember, almost always we
are in a process long before we realize what that process might be and
before seeing the bigger picture. By helping to change this vibration,
many collectives of consciousness affecting different areas of the world
could shift and transform.
It is important to remain focused and balanced with all polarity/duality.
We no longer need these projections to define ourselves. We can learn
from history to prevent any re-enactment of old projections. As time changes,
we no longer require the past to symbolize our present identity.
The Anti-Life consciousness is made up of many different energetic emotions.
One of them is sadness. We wrote about Sadness in the December
2003 newsletter. This Anti-Life consciousness is also very serious
in nature. Following the events in England, I found myself spiraling down
into that consciousness, finding it hard to even feel happy or joyful
in its midst. I believe it is the essence of the dark night of the soul.
In my opinion, this vibration must transform in order to bring light back
into the soul. The lightness would help others who become lost in that
old vibration. It has taken me almost two months to release and become
clear of this sticky, molasses-type emotional consciousness and I hope
we left light markers on the path for others to follow.
There are many ways to help keep your vibration clear and maintain your
own focus and balance along the way:
1) Energetic Clearing Technique
2) Lucid Dreaming to get
information on subconscious programming
3) Living Light
Breath to awaken senses, become more sensitive and have a choice of
whether or not to react
4) Read ‘The Way It Works’
5) More advice: including everything the mystery schools were teaching.
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The most important thing that all of us can do at this time is to rest
and take good care of ourselves. We are already going faster than we think;
so being gentle and not pushing past our own boundaries is a good thing.
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