| Chapter 24: The Rift In Time - An Ultimate Agreement I would never have guessed that this book and its path would have taken me to this place of understanding. I was acutely aware of the reason I had been asked by the Time Guardians to come to Earth: to balance the human projections of God, Creator, Allah, Source, Oneness. Humans were holding and keeping history and its polarities living - yet frozen. The Time Guardians had sent us to balance creation so that a new vibration could be experienced in the hearts and souls of all humanity. It is so clear to me that religious ideas and beliefs about God are the basis for most of the troubles and conflicts on Earth today and in history. It is where all dualities stem from on Earth, perhaps even the Universe. It is one man’s God versus another man’s God. Whether these beliefs are cultural or religious, whether they are the beliefs of women or men, or whether it is the fact that the God-archetype is usually male (God vs. Goddess), all adds up to chaos and conflict among us. There are over 72 names for God, thousands of religions, over one billion Catholics, one billion Christians, one billion Hindus and one billion Muslims on?Earth. The energy around these different belief systems creates a very powerful collective-consciousness. In our history, how many individuals have suffered or died in the name of God for their own religious beliefs? In closely following the activity in the Middle East, we have witnessed the child martyrs in Palestine who blow themselves up as a way for them to get to Allah. Their families are then honored, given money by the terrorists and a guarantee of going to Allah. How could I help those children in a way that would bring another choice to this deadly belief? Old ideas and beliefs are our ‘worst enemy’, for they hold us in the past - stuck in our own history. We cannot send love and light as these are both energies based on our own perceptions and individual ideas about love and light. Projections of love and light or attempting to make changes in others by our will alone will only make that energy change form. It usually results in chaos. In most instances, the sender can eventually get sick or begin to deteriorate either physically, mentally or emotionally. In my experiences with the collective consciousness of religion, I knew that I would have to go inside those children to allow the vibration of love or light to be felt rather than to send it. The question was: “What vibration could they allow or even recognize?“ The answer was obvious - they could only allow the vibration of their God, Allah, or their own idea of Creator. So, if I could become the exact vibration of what these children felt outwardly, then perhaps the children would be able to feel a resulting love or light vibration within themselves. The communion of these vibrations would create a clearer connection to their own Higher Self and give them a choice other than killing themselves or destroying others. By centering in my pineal gland and re-connecting to my heart center, by being fully open and allowing my soul to become One with my heart - I can create a sphere where my Higher Self manifests physically. At the center (or heart) of my Higher Self is a seed - The Seed of Creation - a new vibration within the heart of all mankind. By connecting from that space with these children, I felt I could assist in changing their vibration to a lighter and more compassionate place. I began doing just that in October of 2002. I realized I would have to connect with not only the children and people in Palestine, but also the people in Israel. By doing this connecting however, it soon became clear that I was creating a separation between myself and the other people on Earth. It was necessary for me to simultaneously spiritually merge with all mankind. The enormity of this task - being One with each person on earth and their feeling of his/her God, Source, Creator or their own individual belief system - was overwhelming. It required that I surrender completely to my Higher Self, allow everything to BE and just ‘get out of the way’. After working with this simultaneous merging in my lucid dream state for about two weeks, I began to awaken each morning with severe, horrific headaches in my third eye/forehead. The amount of new energy and focus required to change my vibration was reminding me to be gentle with myself. I would have to continue to practice, practice as if I was in training for a marathon. After thousands of times and many months, it has become easier for me to help in this way, without having headaches. That old religious consciousness is changing in a subtle way. My question then to each of you is: “What happens when you become conscious and are then a part of everything - everyone?” Consciousness by its very nature continues to become more. This is happening to many of you. You are the teachers who can help others. What we may be comfortable with today is rapidly changing and gone tomorrow. We are left asking the question: “Who Am I Today?”. The task of balancing religions and the many ideas of God on?Earth is the Ultimate Agreement I made with Creator before coming into this lifetime. This agreement is now coming to a place of allowing for new choices. As I allow myself to no longer be defined by other people, I become free to BE everything - or nothing. My Creator and I have come full circle in our search for each other.
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