The next task Spirit asked of me was the most challenging of all. While
my partner was in the hospital recovering from her near-death experience,
I had been preoccupied with what was happening. It had been a week since
I had called the collective consciousness into my pineal gland.
The day that Spirit asked me to make my next leap of faith started out
very quietly. Star was scheduled to be released from the hospital later
that day. I was very calm and relaxed, grateful that all was well again.
Before getting out of bed, I began to practice my daily visualization.
Centering in my pineal, I did the Living light Breath before calling in
all the different collective consciousnesses of creation. What happened
next was completely unexpected.
The different bands of energy began to come together, except this time
they formed outside of me. I noticed everything felt energetically different.
Then I saw what appeared to be a large shimmering bullet-like shape forming
about fifty feet in front of me. As I began to focus more on the object,
it became bigger and bigger until it looked like a rocket. As if this
was not enough, it began to move right towards my heart! My immediate
reaction was to say, “Stop!” and roll out of the way; but
I knew it was vital for me to fully experience what was happening. As
I watched this object gather speed, I focused on staying present, centered,
and quiet.
I was apprehensive as the rocket of energy headed straight for me, but
I did not want to miss this chance. In the past, when faced with spiritual
challenges I did not understand, I had said “Stop,” and have
regretted that; as I now recognize it may take several years before another
spiritual opening can occur. I was determined this time would be different.
After an endless moment, the energy hit my heart and imploded. It was
not my heart itself, but my spiritual heart chakra located on my body’s
centerline next to my heart. The energy ignited my heart in the same way
my pineal gland had been activated by moving my life-force energy up my
spine. Instantly, my heart opened into the shape of a lotus flower. The
flower unfolded and the petals extended until my whole body was completely
enveloped in a new awareness. I knew then the location of the soul.
I discovered a space between the heart and soul that was electric, neon-white
(like lightning) which is the essence of the void. This gate or portal
leads directly to our soul: the eye of God or our reflection of Source.
As I became aware again of my surroundings, I realized my conscious awareness
had expanded. I was completely centered within my heart. I understood
that the last duality in our spiritual reality is that we feel separate
from God. The outward illusion is the picture we create of the world around
us. The inward illusion is the feeling that we are separate from Creator.
Once we accept that we are one with Source, there is no more duality;
therefore, no more karma or dharma, and a new time begins.
A great level of compassion enveloped me, and I accepted all that I had
created. My consciousness continued to expand outward in every direction
from my heart center, and I became aware that an aspect of my self was
facing my soul which had been hidden behind my heart. In that instant,
a bright light enveloped my consciousness and I became one with the Trinity.
The electric, neon-white light now completely filled the space between
my heart and my soul and as they united, it created a sphere that became
the Sun.
Up to that point, I was still living in a dual world of soul and body.
When I became the Trinity, I was not that person. I had become the center
of the lotus flower, with each of the petals a part of me. Losing my linear
reality, I began dreaming and thinking in spirals, connecting with all
life everywhere.
As I reviewed these recent, multiple transitions and transformation of
my soul, I could see that they were repeating and reinforcing one another.
I was sure there was more to come. After this segment passed, I knew that
I truly loved everything and I no longer faced reality as I had known
it. I was now facing Source. I became an expanding gate. I was standing
between two worlds but really not part of any world. I was in the space
in between, in a new space that was expanding into the other spaces. I
had entered the gate, become the gate, and now the gate was getting wider
and wider.
That was what I had first experienced years ago when I started centering
in my pineal and connecting to the light. First it was a tiny thread of
light that, as the years passed, became brighter and brighter. When it
became massive, it moved to my heart, engaged my soul, and transformed
my consciousness. A beautiful feeling of serenity and peacefulness flowed
in and around me. I mirrored everything but was no longer centered in
my heart or my pineal. My entire body became my conscious heart, the body
of the Sun.
I also knew that everyone was about to experience the same thing, for
we are all one, and whatever is happening to one of us is happening to
all of us. All my senses had been amplified and were changing the way
I saw, heard, felt, and tasted. Everything blended with a new richness,
causing new sensual experiences.
As I looked outside, I could see a new and special quality in the rays
of sunlight. With my now expanded clairvoyant eyesight I could see the
rays had a depth and sensation I had never felt or seen before. It was
as if I could see the real light and frequency underlying the very fibers
of creation.
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