Chapter 15: Moving into the Moment

I went to Ireland shortly after the Solar Heart conference in 1995. My empathic abilities had increased to the point where I was overloaded with sensory information. I could hear everything. I could hear the thoughts and feel the sensations of my family, friends, coworkers, and even strangers. I was overwhelmed by the chaotic information downloading into my body; my nervous system was crashing.

Then my Higher Self suggested "Move to the center of your mind, into your pineal gland. Go there now." Although I was not sure exactly how to do this, I trusted Spirit and moved my point of focus into my pineal. As soon as I centered in my pineal gland, everything became quiet. I could still sense what people were thinking and feeling, but it wasn't influencing my physical body or nervous system in the same way.

Immediately upon moving into my pineal, I stopped looping with people who were energetically connected to me. I no longer attracted energy in the old way and the presence of another person's energy stopped intensifying my own fears and issues. I gained greater clarity and understanding about what I had been creating in my life. As a result, my energy field and vibration became lighter, finer, and purer, allowing me to be more present in my body. Centering in the pineal gland simultaneously connects us to all the chakras, meridians, and acupuncture points, enabling us to feel everything in a full-bodied way and giving us access to all 366 senses.

As my senses expanded, I realized how much we use them to constantly compare our experiences. Most of us use our senses and emotions to judge everything that happens to us: all that we see, feel, hear, smell, or taste. When we eat chocolate, for example, we often compare it to the best chocolate we have ever had. What if we were so much in the moment that when we ate chocolate is was as though we were eating it for the first time.

When we hold on to either positive or negative emotions or memories from the past, they distort the quality of our moment now. While a person may have done tremendous work balancing negative thoughts and feelings, few have considered the limiting effects of holding on to positive thoughts and experiences.

If we are holding on to a past holiday we shared with our family and remembered that time as the happiest, we may not be able to fully enjoy a present holiday because we would feel there was something missing. Whatever we are holding on to, positive or negative, is distorting our moment, distorting our reality, and distorting our senses, superseding what we are experiencing now.

Sometimes beliefs and preferences are passed on to us from our family and may limit our authentic development. If we were raised with specific religious or cultural beliefs, we may still practice them today but without passion, since they are not true for us. More importantly, our parents also energetically passed on to us karmic lessons and programs when we were in our mother's womb. These energetics are part of our DNA and are reinforced by our family and culture, keeping us out of the moment. We hold these energetics in the fluids of our body, especially the fluids in our spine and brain.

During a Heart & Soul Healing session, I release the energy that is keeping my client out of the moment. I release patterns passed down from one's mother and her grandmother and her great grandmother, going all the way back into infinite time and releasing all the limiting thoughts and feelings passed down through the female lineage. I then release the restrictive energy passed from my client's father, his grandfather, and his great grandfather, releasing all the energy passed down through the male lineage.

When I have asked the client how many of those past fathers and mothers were them, they say many. In most cases we have been our father's father or mother's mother in the past and that explains why some of our family dynamics are so confusing.

I release all of these trapped patterns by doing my spinal cord release. Keeping the spinal cord clear is important because it is the channel needed to bring up our creative flow and kundalini energy in order to fully take our power. I energetically reconnect a client's spine with their head by releasing the stagnant energies stuck in the back of the neck, the fluids in the spine, and the fluids in the brain. After this balancing and cleansing, energy can easily move up the spine and connect to the pineal, which unites the chakras and allows us to be fully in the moment.

In the King's Chamber

In January 1997 I was part of a group touring Egypt. After boating to ancient sites along the Nile River, we visited the pyramids at Giza. Upon arriving in Cairo, my Higher Self told me that before I could complete my plans to establish the Third Eye of Horus Mystery School, I had work to do in the King's Chamber of the Great Pyramid. My inner voice said that I needed to enter the great chamber and call all the energies of the collective consciousness into myself, much like I had done at the Solar Heart Conference on Jekyll Island in 1995.

Arriving at the Great Pyramid, I raced ahead of the group and started up the long stairway to the King's chamber. I was breathless when I arrived. The immense stone room was bare except for the sarcophagus. Barefoot, I stepped into the open, rectangular stone coffin, which came halfway up to my knees. Many modern scholars believe this place was never a burial site but rather a place of spiritual initiation and transformation. Perhaps I was going to discover the truth of that matter.

I stood in the sarcophagus and used all my force and energy to call in the vibrations of the collective consciousness: hate, evil, war, death, perversion, distortion, love, compassion, kindness, beauty -- everything. Amazingly, I felt nothing; I was quiet and peaceful. I knew I had completed my test. I would have felt something if I still had a charge with any of the energy bands of humanity's creations. By feeling nothing, I knew I must have achieved unconditional love for myself and compassion for all creation. I was close to answering the ultimate question: Are we separate or are we one?

My experience in the King's chamber was a major event in my life. I was at peace with all energy. Now it was time to begin the Third Eye of Horus Mystery School. I knew I would be granted new information and ancient secrets by Spirit because of the balanced vibration I had just mastered. I was very excited.

That evening I initiated all the members of my tour into the new vibration of peace and compassion that I had experienced in the King's chamber. To share in this wisdom and knowledge from the Universe, all one needs to do is love oneself unconditionally and be one with all the vibrations of creation, which happens automatically when there is no separation, no judgment.