Chapter 10: Questions

I soon asked the questions that became the main focus of my life for the next twelve years: How does the soul work? How does it evolve? Where is the soul located in the human body? Why do some people feel empty and not connected to God? Are there beings without souls? What is the difference between human souls and animal souls? What is the difference between the spirit and the soul?

As soon as I asked these questions, work with my clients changed dramatically. I spontaneously began to develop a new way of healing that eventually evolved into Multidimensional Cellular Healing™, which is now known as Heart & Soul Healing™ (HSH). I also began to work with many different consciousnesses, like the dolphins and whales. Dolphins and whales embody an intelligent, neutral fluid consciousness that has the ability to contain and transform interfering energies as well as bridge interdimensional realities. Dolphins and whales help to create a space to facilitate the release of such vibrations and energetics. They represent an unconditionally compassionate and loving consciousness with which I felt a connection. These kindred spirits made it easier for me to be present on Earth as I felt more at ease with dolphins and whales than with humans. They helped me remember to be fluid rather than structured, which later became very useful when I explored the alchemy of the soul (Chapter Twenty-two). By remaining fluid I was able to move freely through different vibrations of consciousness and to assist my clients in a different way.

During this time, I continued to see Fred, my hypnotherapist friend. At his office there would be lines of people waiting for me to help them. I had been doing this for a while and the process continued to astonish me. I put my hands on a person's shoulders for about fifteen minutes. They would feel better and leave. The next person came in and I did it again. It was amazing.

One Saturday evening a fellow named Paul came by Fred's house because he had heard I was visiting. Paul had cancer and was scheduled to have more tests in a few days and surgery the following week.

Paul asked me if I could help him. I placed my hands over Paul's stomach where the cancer was and the strangest thing happened. My hands became very hot and then suddenly a red ball the size of a golf ball popped out of Paul and went up in the air about three feet. It hovered for two or three seconds and then shot out of the room, through the wall, and disappeared.

Everyone started talking at once. "Wow! Did you see that? What the heck was that? That was really weird." No one had an explanation for what just happened.

During the middle of the following week, I got a telephone call I will never forget. The excited caller said, "Ken, it's me, Paul. You worked with me the other night at Fred's house."

I said, "Hi Paul. I remember you. How are you doing?"

Paul said, "I just came from the doctor. They ran tests on me and all my cancer is gone. My doctors do not understand what happened. As soon as they saw my cancer was gone, they ran more tests. Itıs gone. They told me itıs not there any longer. I canıt tell you how grateful I am. Thank you." He started to cry.

I was overwhelmed and shocked. I did not know how to respond. Because I could not think of anything else, I said, "You're welcome Paul. I'll see you soon." Then I hung up the phone. Stunned, I sat there for a long time staring out the window. I did not know what to think. Then I stared at my desk with all its papers and reports, thinking about what Paul had said. What had happened? What did I do? Who did that? A thousand questions came into my mind. I didn't have any answers. At that moment I knew everything in my life was going to change and I wouldn't have a ³normal² job any longer. I would have to start doing healing work full time.

In the following two years, I sold my resorts north of Napa and began operating a new company creating holograms. I continued my healing work and saw clients every weekend. I kept closer contact with Drunvalo and other spiritual friends, sharing information and experiences.

In 1987, I was one of forty healers invited from the United States to attend the opening of Drunvalo's mystery school, Nacal, near Questa, New Mexico. While sitting in the celebration circle, everyone shared their personal story and the many trials and tribulations they had been through on their healing paths. As I listened, I looked around and wondered who was helping these people? At that moment I made a decision to become a healer of healers. That decision intensified my life. I did not understand at the time that in order to work with these people, I would have to experience and balance everything they would bring to me.

The next important piece of information came from a Swami with a cold! I was at Nacal, demonstrating a session. In the middle of my session with the Swami, he began questioning if anything energetically existed between white light and dark light. The large man, while in an altered state and speaking directly from his Higher Self, mesmerized the entire group with his antics and dramatic arm movements. Every two minutes he would grab a wad of kleenex and loudly blow his nose. He threw each used kleenex around the room as he continued to question, ³There must be something between the light and the dark. There must be some kind of light, a different light, a Œclear light.'²

Hardly anyone was paying attention to him as they were all busy dodging the wads of kleenex. However, he had my total attention. I had not only been listening to him, I had been feeling what he said. As he mentioned Clear Light, I knew I needed to explore it further. I knew that it was very important.

I always remembered the idea of Clear Light, especially when it became impossible for me to continue working in polarities. At the time I was focused on working on the side of all goodness and light and ridding the world of darkness and evil. My healing work, while still effective, had begun to cause me internal and external chaos, and my practice had dropped off dramatically. I knew Spirit was trying to tell me something, but I wasn't sure what.

One day I was working with a client who had been abused as a child. I was about to release the polarized energy around him when the guides who came to assist told me they needed help. The guides told me they could not balance so much energy on their own. I remembered what the Swami had said about Clear Light. Intuitively, I starting using Clear Light as part of the clearing procedure I made up on the spot. It came to me that my client had picked up a piece of the consciousness of child abuse and it was part of his personal mission and purpose to help release it from himself and the planet.

As this abusive energy was large, heavy, and everywhere, my release needed to be universal. I also wanted my client to feel safe during the release. I quickly had the guides and angels assist with the energetic construction of a huge pyramid, made up of crystalline Clear Light energy from Source. We made it one thousand feet above and below the ground forming a diamond shape. Next, we built a second pyramid over the first, two thousand feet above and below the ground with an opening at the top. This worked very well.

It is important to construct these pyramids this way, for psychic energy can unexpectedly come from underneath or from the side. By using a double pyramid of Clear Light, I could release the negative energies around any client. I found my clients were not only carrying an energetic record of all their past experiences but also helping to balance a major piece of energetic consciousness. If I first released the primary energy around the client, the rest of the session proceeded easily.

As soon as I stopped using the polarity of white light to clear my clients and began to center myself in Clear Light, my work became easier and more gentle, with much less resistance from the energies or collective consciousnesses that were being released.